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Collab With Shirtn - Chapter 4My body aches.
My throat burns.
My heart pounds, desperately trying to continue pumping blood throw my veins. But my pulse is faltering, and each slow, deliberate heart beat burns, as whatever's contaminating my blood...changes me.
I can't scream, can't move. I feel their eyes, watching me. Please...kill me. Stop this pain. I'll do anything...I-
His voice, his hands on my skin. I'm pressed to his chest, and can hear his heart beating. I feel my teeth enlargen, involuntarily, within my mouth, and know that I'm no longer human.
Andy...he...he smells so good...
I blink, forcing myself from my thoughts, and stare at him.
His hand brushes my hair from my face, flincing. I frown inwardly, but my muscles are like jelly, and I feel my face remaining calm. I'm staring at him, and it's creeping him out. I can tell. He's freezing, soaking wet, and trying to warm me up, holding me even closer.
He continues to plead with me, to talk, answer him,
Collab with Shirtn Chapter 2I watch Andy run from the house, tears in his eyes.
"Was he...crying?" CC asks, after a moment, and I'm drawn away from my thoughts to look at him. Crying...yes, he was crying. My lips are literally salty with his tears. I bring a hand up to them, and it comes away wet.
Jake sighs, "Ash, go find him before he does something stupid." And I nod, getting up -slightly shaky because the alcohol I've had is fucking with my balance- and sort my hair. It's ruffled, and I'm sure my face is flushed from the make out. I usually keep my cool better, but something was different tonight...
I pull my hoody on, and hurry from the house, head swivelling to try and figure out which direction Andy might have gone in. "Andy!" I call, my voice echoing through the dark streets. It's too dark to see properly, and the rain blurs everything to the point where my vision is completely screwed. If he hears me, he doesn't reply, or come back, so either he's out of earshot already or avoiding me.
Love Can Touch Us One Time... Chapter 1 -CashleyI jolted into an upright position, bed covers falling around me. My body was covered in sweat, and I was panting heavily, rapid breaths filling the room. I slowly dragged a tan, tattooed hand through my matted, black hair, and sighed, trying to calm my breath.
Always the same dream...
It had been haunting me for the past several months, now.
I slowly got up, shivering slightly at the cold. In the house I shared with my bandmates, I had the en suite, being the oldest, which came in handy for when I ran to the bathroom to splash water on my face to try and clear my head. Padding barefoot, wearing only a pair of hello kitty pyjama bottoms, to my bathroom, I turned on the lights, not even glancing at myself in the mirror before turning on the taps and letting the water fill my cupped hands, splashing it over my face.
"Just a dream, Ashley, just a dream."
My eyes flickered up to the mirror, and I almost screamed, managing to clamp a hand over my mouth before I woke up my bandmates. When I w
Love Can Touch Us One Time... Chapter 3 -Cashley"I'm sorry..."
Christian clung to me, head in my lap, face pressed into my stomach.
He was like a puppy: Ruffled black hair, chocolate brown eyes -they made me melt, even in person- and large hands and feet, like a gangly puppy-dog that had yet to grow into them, fully. My hands were running through his tangled hair, almost subconciously untangling the knots, as the others watched.
"Is there a problem?" I glanced around the room as I spoke, and everyone suddenly found the floor very interesting.
"No, Ash," Andy mumbled, and the others hurried to their room as soon as the movie was over. I went to shift Christian off of me, to get a drink, but he clung to me, tightly, as if afraid to let go. His face was screwed up in...fear? I sighed and sat back, continuing to stroke his hair.
He said I was his favourite...that song he played...it was almost as if he knew who I was, too.
But that was impossible.
I tried to be mean, to push him away...but it's getting harder to admit to myself that I d
Strength In Numbers - BridecestJinxx groaned, the full effects of his hangover hitting him like a punch in the gut, as his gray eyes fluttered open. He could feel sweat and dry, cracked warpaint clinging to him, and he felt dirty, and far too hot.
His head was pounding, but as a rockstar Jinxx was used to the feeling. Sitting up, he felt the thin white sheet that had covered him fall down his small torso, revealing his bare chest. Jinxx usually slept naked, so this didn't worry him, however, after struggling to think through his aching skull, he realised that he didn't know where he was.
As he shifted, a pain began to make itself known in his lower back. Jinxx clenched his teeth and grunted softly, bringing his hand down to rub the small of his back.
What had happened the night before, Jinxx didn't know. His thoughts were hazy, and his brain felt like mush, as though it had been chewed on and spat out. Blinking, Jinxx tried to open his eyes further, rubbing away the sleep from them.
Jinxx slowly began to
Night Night Darling - AndleyAll Ashley did was sleep anymore.
His band surrounded the old-fashioned hospital bed of the hospice ward, each silent. They didn't know what to say, what to do, to make things better. I mean, this was a hospice ward. Whoever comes in here...they never come out. And the empty beds in the room that only Ashley occupied, well, let's just say that last time they'd visited, they'd all been full.
The ward was homey, in a weird way. It smelt like toast and tea, and had carpets instead of the hard linoeum floor the rest of the hospital had. The walls were painted with soft, muted colours, and older people on the wrong side of fifty occaisionally teetered around, walking frame in hand, restless before their inevitable death.
Old. That was the problem. Ashley wasn't old, he was barely thirty. He didn't smoke, much, and so when he'd developed cancer in his lip, years prior, it had come as a real surprise. However, he'd been given the all clear, and everything had gone back to normal
When You Can't Sleep At Night -BridecestI woke up that night, feeling eyes on me. Turning, I saw my band mates smiling down at me, and my brow furrowed in confusion. Rubbing my eyes from sleep, I yawned, "guys, what are you doin-" but I was cut off when a hand cupped me, boldly. "C-CC..." I gasped.
"Yes, Ashy?" he said, sweetly, squeezing slightly which made me whimper.
What was going on?
"Payback, Ashy," Andy said, as though reading my mind. Before I could comprehend what was going on, another hand had snaked it's way to my ass. Shivering at the coldness, I pressed my legs tightly together, trying to stop the exploring fingers which prodded my hole.
"S-stop..." I whispered, gasping as something penetrated me.
Jake climbed on top of me, kissing my lips before smirking. "No can do, Ashy, it's your turn to be bottom, there's a first for everything." His red lips kissed my face all over, as another finger pushed into me, scissoring, stretching.
Jinxx smoothed my hair down, as though sensing my worry. "C'mon, Ash, it's not so ba
Don't Tell The Daddy -Bridecest"CC...CC!"
Ashley's voice cut through my thoughts, breaking the trance I'd been in. Blinking, I connected with the real world once again.
My stomach had a weird feeling in it- a sinking feeling that made me feel as if I was about to throw up, and there was a lump in my throat that wouldn't leave, no matter how many times I tried to make it go away.
Right as he opened his mouth, CC on his lips, I finally managed to swallow the lump, and spoke, "I-I...wow..."
Ashley snorted, but you could tell he was pissed off. Ashley always got this weird look in his eyes when he was angry, or annoyed. This glint that lit up his eyes in a menacing light, a disturbingly different spark than the kid that made his chocolate orbs glow when he was happy.
His thin, tattooed fingers had been holding up his shirt for the past ten minutes, while I gathered my thoughts, and my eyes flickered down to look at his sun kissed stomach.
At first glance, nothing was off. OUTLAW tattoo arching over his belly button, sma
A Band of Daddies - Bridecest"...Guys, we have a problem."
Black Veil Brides were on tour in California, and that night would be playing the final show on their 'Church of the Wild Ones' tour. Mid-spring, the males in the band had their shirts off, and were milling around absently, playing video games, eating...Eager for the tour to be over. Several months straight touring really took it out of you.
...Especially when you found out that your bassist was pregnant, a week in.
Ashley was the whore of the band, sleeping with them all on tour to keep the men satified when they didn't have access to their significant other's. This meant that literally none of them knew who's baby it was, and therefore had all become incredibly protective over the bassist and his growing stomach.
Therefore, they all became alarmed when the heavily pregnant man said he had a problem.
"What's wrong? Is the baby okay? Are you hungry? Is it crushing your ribs again?" Jinxx fretted, sitting up. Ashley had been using him as a pillow. He wasn't
Collab with SuckMyLadyBalls (Andley) - Chapter 7I wake up in my bed. My head is pounding and every one of my muscles ache. I don't even remember getting home.
We must have been wasted.
I don't remember anything after playing spin the bottle with the guys. For some reason, I have a feeling I wasn't even drunk, but I must have been to wake up in this state.
Groaning quietly to myself, I sit up and rub my head, giving myself a few minutes for the dizziness to go away. I stand up on shaky legs and wander over to my mirror. I look just as bad as I feel. My eyes are bloodshot and puffy and I'm so pale.. I mean I'm usually pale but Jesus..
I rub my eyes and walk downstairs in a search for painkillers, finding a packet in a random drawer in the kitchen and taking a couple of them before making myself a cup of coffee and sitting down in the living room with my cats, Crow and Femme.
I flick on the TV and I must have fallen asleep not long after because I wake to a knock on my door. My headache has subsided and my eyes don't feel as swollen as
Dreams Forgotten chapter 19 - OutDreams Forgotten chapter 19 - Out
(Sammi Doll's POV)
I sat with my legs tucked under me, Jinxx's laptop sitting on my lap. He was laying beside me, all curled up and snoring softly. Ashley and Andy were upstairs sleeping, I wasn't sure if C was awake or not. Sine his leg was screwed up he didn't want to move around because it was painful. I didn't blame him.
Jake was out. I personally thought it was a stupid idea for him to just "go out" on his own, but he was armed. I saw him slide two daggers into his boots, a loaded pistol into his waistline, another knife in his oat sleeve, some pepper spray in his coat pocket and he chose the jacket with the biggest hood to cover his face. I was too busy looking through the hate site to tell him to be careful or to come back quickly, like most good friends would.
I regretted it now.
Jinxx had woken up about an hour ago and freaked out, started calling Jake and leaving him a bunch of voice mails. He even cried a little bit, he was so worried. I lai
Dreams forgotten chapter 17 - RoadsDreams forgotten chapter 17
Jake and I stared at Jinxx. "He's in a WHAT?!"
"Coma. The nurse says this is where they have the comatose patients, I asked how and she said something happened in surgery." Jinxx said.
"No no no..." Jake groaned "He can't be in a coma...its living up to his nickname it can't be true..."
I pulled up a plastic chair and sat next to Jake, setting my arm around his shoulders. "He'll wake up." I assured him "He'll be fine."
I've never seen Jake cry before, and it wasn't a very happy sight. He tried to keep his face hidden but still look at CC on the bed. The area around his eyes were red, tears dripping slowly from his green eyes. He didn't frown, he had some kind of miserable half-smile, but it wasn't a smile. His teeth showed. Jinxx sat on Jake's other side and put his hand on his shoulder.
"He...he's always gone by 'coma' because he thought it was a badass name..." he sobbed "I never thought it'd be true. What if he doesn't wake up?"
"Its just a surge
Love Can Touch Us One Time.. Ch. 4 - Cashley (bxb)CC's Point-Of-View
My eyes peeled open, slowly focusing on everything around me. Where in hell am I-- Oh yeah... I looked around, frowning as I realised I was alone. He left me... Again. Wait, again? I shook my head, standing up. Where is everyone? I closed my eyes, hearing sniffling coming from somewhere. Getting up from my spot on the couch, I walked to the door, lightly tapping on it.
“Who's there?” Called a voice.
Ashley... I doubt he wants to talk with me-- Lightly pads from the other side ripped me from my thoughts. I ran to the couch, jumping over and laying down, acting like I was sleeping.
“Andy, did you just knock on my door?”
“No. Was it CC?”
“Maybe he's faking. You were pretty hard on him yesterday. Think if your hero was yelling at you. Wouldn't you think that they'd want you to stay away?”
Silence surrounded the room as Ashley pondered about it. Feet padded my w
Time For Jinxx (bridecest fluff)It sucks not being in a "ship"
While the other guys did their stuff, I sat alone.
Just sitting there,
doing Jinxxy things.
I would play video games, play my violin in the other room,
go for walks,
The birds were good company though.
One day, all the same seemed to be happening.
Andy and Ashley cuddling, Andy asleep in Ashley's arms.
Jake and CC, kissing passionately on the other side of the couch.
On the floor, playing with some old soldier toy.
I don't know what came over me, but a wave of misery that seemed ten miles wide washed over me.
I started to cry.
I hung my head and covered my neck with my hands.
I didn't expect them to, but they noticed.
I felt Ashley's hand on my shoulder.
"Jinxx?" he said "Are you...crying?"
CC and Jake pulled away from each other, I felt their eyes on me.
"Why?" Ashley asked.
"I'm lonely." I managed to say "you all have each other, I have....me."
I heard Andy sit up.
"That's not true!" CC protested.
Jake and Ashley's arms hook
He Was Ours Chap 6(Ashley’s POV)
I sighed as I entered my bedroom and closed the door. I stared at the large piece of painted wood before banging on with as much force I could without breaking it. What was wrong!? Why couldn’t he tell us anything? I’m so worried I’m about to knock my own teeth in damn it! Well Sandra will be here tomorrow maybe she could help him some. She’s always understood him on a level I didn’t really understand. It’s like he’s scared of us. I leant against the door and weakly banged my fist on it one more time. As I lifted from the door I heard a knock. Opening the door I saw Jake standing there.
“What was that banging noise?”
“My fist making nice with door.”
He laughed and shook his head, walking over to my bed and sitting down.
“Come sit with me.”
Shrugging I shuffled over to where he was and sat down next to him. He grabbed my hand and sighed, looking at the
He Was Ours Chap 5(Sandra’s POV)
I hung up the phone with a tired sigh. Why is all this happening? And why right now? Just when Andy got out the hospital and get his life back to normal! Well as normal as it could be for Andy Biersack. I walked through my apartment to my bedroom and started to pack my shit for when I leave tomorrow. What the hell did Jason want me to say to Andy about this?! Damn it! I through the pair of boots I was just about to stuff in my bag and they hit the wall with a loud thump that echoed against the walls.
“What am I going to do?”
I pushed my fingers against my eyes until I saw the weird other dimension of swirly things and colors and blew out a deep breath. Andy doesn’t deserve this; he’s happy. He’s finally happy and this shit has to come back! Jason needs to stay out of his life like he said that he would. Why does he suddenly want to come back again? I shook my head and walked to the other side of the room, picking up the combat boots I
He Was Ours Chapter 2Hey batlings! I am so sorry it took me this long to update. I've been having more family problems but don't worry ill try to update really soon. Especially with school basically over. COMMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I looked at the clothes that Jake had brought me and sighed in relief as I saw that he remembered to bring a jacket to cover up the wound on my arm. I changed into the clothes slowly, careful not to look in the mirror knowing that if I did I would start crying and possibly black out, and walked back into the main room. I chuckled as I saw my too boyfriends looking dumb with their mouths open, standing in the middle of the room and arched an eyebrow at them.
“What are you all doing?”
“Did you know your doctor was gay?”
“Oh yeah, we talked about you all when I was in here.”
I giggled remembering how he and I would laugh at the stories
Not Yours But Mine~ Sequel To He's Mine Chapter 25Hey batlings! So maybe there are more chapter in this then i thought but i'm pretty sure the next one is going to be that last and then THREQUEL. So i need a bit of help what should it be called, since there is a patteren with the first one and this so...HELP! I have a few ideas but what can you all come up with?
I cant believe that they came to get me.
Go to sleep baby.
Because if I do, Im scared Ill wake up back in that basement.
Actually I was terrified that this was all just a dream or that all the blood loss had finally gotten to me and this was all some cruel hallucination that was determined to mock me. Everything hurts but just the feeling of their strong hands in my thin shaky ones made me feel calm and safe. I missed them so much. I swear I had almost forgotten the warm chocolate e
Collab With Shirtn -Chapter 6I...I bit him.
Ashley, what the hell.
I can feel his blood on my lips, and lick it off, almost moaning at the taste.
Then I panic. Is he okay?! Is he still human?! Please, oh God...
Hearing his pulse, I sigh in relief. I was right about the turning thing. It would only happen if I conciously made the decision to release venom, and I hadn't, so Andy was still human. His heart beat fills the empty room -the other vampires left, laughing, while he was passed out- and it's fast, as if he's scared.
He has every right to be.
"No...Ands..." I say, quietly, voice shaking. I go to him, kneeling in front of him. "I...I'd never hurt you...believe me..." Something strange happens. His pupils dilate, and he nods, obediently. I...I'm controlling him? "Look...You...You're tired. You're gonna sleep now, and when you wake up, you're gonna remember none of this. Okay?" He nods again, eyes closing.
I sigh, running a hand through my hair. His neck...I lean in, and lick the blood away, watchin
a hospital bird with soot in her lungsshe slept through a car crash
that almost killed her,
through whitewhite walls
where her lover dies
nobody thought she'd make it
but she woke up a few months later
with flowers in her hair
and ash in her airway
trying to remember how to start all over
but forgetting to remember how to live.
fall slipped from her open eyes
and winter crawled in for a long hibernation
to her the clouds looked sick
and pale like they might
let everything inside them out,
but she opened up wide instead,
spilling blood where there was none to be spilled.
her heart slipped down the street
and with unsteady hands
she stitched in a bird and cut off its wings.
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